recently everything has been ... a blur to me. well, kind off. people always say true love will come and you dont would not need to chase or find it. i just dont know if that is true or not. sigh...

sarah came over to resit her exam. so we had some fun today watching pathfinder. it was just an average movie with ... really bad dialogue. i mean, all you can hear is the shouts and screams of people dying! hahahah so yeah. it was just mediocre. before that i met agnes in watsons. she was shopping alone! could you believe it? hahaha so we chit chatted for awhile wishing each other this and that. suddenly she says 'you look very good'! i was so stunned i replied really slowly 'you look very good yourself'. hahhaah was pretty funny that happened though. i dont really get that alot so yeah.

college was alright i guess. met jinny. talked to her about her training back in sabah. at least she enjoyed it! hahaah she is another girl who seems so ... innocent yet, i dont know, theres a word i cant describe! hehehe. oh well.

thats that i guess. i cant sleep. i want to sleep but i cant. 8.30am class! 2 more hours of sleep to go! shieeeet.

rick.

i dont know if im lying to myself or what but i feel that i dont want to sleep because i might dream of this girl i had so much feelings for. its just weird. i just cant stand doing this.

it's better to hurt yourself than to hurt someone else.
do you think its true? cause ive been doing it for a very long time.

rick.

2006 is gone and 2007 is here! yay? or yay! heck, i dont know!

since the last time i blogged until now, i have felt a million feelings i have felt before and most of it i have never felt in my whole life. it is just weird feeling those feelings but i guess when you get older you'll get used to it. i think.

i went to singapore for christmas which was fantastic! i totally fell in love with singapore when i went over. met a few old friends and my cousin ZY! it was all fun in singapore, from shopping to clubbing. clubbing in singapore, i can honestly say, is superb! so yeah. that was singapore for me.

new years i spent at zouk kl with a bunch of my friends from hotel istana. it was fantastic too. had a blast meeting so many new people on new years! so thats new years for me.

today was the first time i felt nothing ... completely and honestly nothing towards jac. it's like i just met her for the first time and me being my shy self in front of someone i dont know. i would say that is a bad thing but others would say it's good progress. maybe im finally over her! so ill say YAY to 2007!

hopefully 2007 will be a better year for me.
rick.